Samantha Baldwin
“My little boys were being horrifically abused. If I’d have known about these signs I’d have put up a hidden camera. Because I always say – you know there’s a really low conviction rate: 2% – because the Family Court are just waiting there to get your children. Even if it was just a listening device, I’d have probably picked something up…”
“I never thought in a million years that a seemingly hetrosexual man would abuse his own sons. It just was never a possibility for me.”
““The Family Court are just waiting there to get your children.“
“Knowing what I know now I never should have gone to the police”
“It was December 2014. My mother is a counselor and a client had cancelled so she said, “Do you want me to come round?” And she was helping him with literacy and he was getting upset and crying. And Mum said, “Why is he crying?” His stress response was so [high] and he’d cry over nothing.”
“If it’s someone from outside the home behavioral changes are very easy to see. But when it’s happened from a young age you begin to think that that’s the child’s personality: That they’re negative; that they get upset easily; that they’re in a bad mood all the time. …I just want people to be aware of this.”
“In my eldest son’s interview he even described where the drugs were kept”
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“And then you’ve got the abuser who is gaslighting you. He would say – just before I took my eldest son out of school, “YOU ARE RUBBISH.” And he’s piling over all of the horrific abuse he’s doing, onto me: [As if to say] “Don’t look at me. Look at yourself.” They know exactly what to do, these manipulators. These abusers.”
“So yeah, December [2014]. Mum has him for the day and I’m with my youngest son. …And then the phone rings. It was my Mum. And I just remember her sounding really confused. “He’s just told me that his daddy touches him while he’s playing on the X-Box. He touches his willy and his bum.”
“And I said, “What?” And I just remember screaming. I blanked out the rest of that evening. But I remember her saying the next bit, which was, “Grandad ‘B’ used to do it to him when he was little, and give him sweets.”
“If they’d have searched his house they’d have found the drugs where my son said they were”
“Everything clicked into place. Not once did I think, “No. That can’t have happened.” I KNEW it had happened because then everything began to make sense. It had become my full-time job trying to help him; trying to work out different therapies… Everything made sense at that point.”
“As if that’s not bad enough, finding out that your own husband is a pedophile and is abusing your own sons – it just became miles, miles worse.”
“Then my youngest son started to disclose, and it’s through my youngest son that I know it’s Satanic Ritual Abuse [SRA]. I couldn’t make any sense of it at first. He was talking about cloaks and masks and lots of people and ‘bad daddies’.”
“Then my eldest son started to talk about, “Gran & Grandad did bad things”. The worst thing for my eldest son was that he kept on saying, “Mummy will I still be able to see you again? Because Dad said if I ever tell anyone I’ll never be able to see Mummy again… Can I still see you?”
“And he’d say that his Grandma would say that. And that she’d take it a step further and say, “If you ever tell anyone you’ll never see your entire family or your pets again.” And that’s classic with ritual abuse, and generational abuse. They’re not like these pedophiles who bribe or give gifts or say ‘this is our little secret’. These are full on, pure, evil.”
“They do everything that is humanly possible to traumatise a child”
“There’s a pedophile ring in operation and we’re not being protected by the police”
“Pure evil: Threatening a child with death; or death of a loved one; or a loved one vanishing. That’s what they do. They have them threatened with absolute fear.”
“The people who do it desperately don’t want it to come out. So they are there to discredit it. And they have lots of people in positions of power: Journalists, MPs [Members of Parliament], etc, who will go out of their way to discredit it.”
“It’s not like a lone pedophile. These are networks of families and other contacts. …It’s a pattern of rituals that are designed to cause absolute fear in the child and fragmentation of the personality. What used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder [MPD] but now it’s called Disassociative Identity Disorder [DID]. Which means the brain fragments off. It’s like a coping mechanism. But they instill so much fear into the child. Sexual abuse is a characteristic. But it’s physical abuse, mental abuse. They have these rituals – my youngest son talked about ‘Daddy held me under the water and he killed me’. And since then I’ve heard so many survivors talking about how they’ve been pushed under water. They think they’re going to drown. They think they’re going to die. And the abuser knows when to bring them up. Then they might go and rape them. That’s a characteristic.”
“Those hair samples were sitting there for sixteen months, untested, in sealed bags …and sure enough both samples contained 3 different types of sedatives”